So I was excited all summer, I also wished it would end faster..because school is over and now I have to go to university. All this excitement had made me forget the most basic things, those things I felt when I was right there : in the moment.
Walking alone, confronting this messy world wasn't on the list. It's hard. I actually tried my best and I found few people there..but it's not what worried me.
When I was young I used to say I wanna become like this famous star, or go to that country alone, live alone somewhere away, that I wanna be a strong independent girl. Haha.. independent..a word with a lot of challenge. It takes a lot of time to be "that" girl. I woke up and I realised it's not now, it's really soon and I wasn't ready yet..I want to discover life step by step.
I live in a family where everybody loves eachother, we do everything together, we celebrate, we cry, we talk, we fight, we support eachother...I couldn't skip all that and go somewhere else just to study something I really feel it's not what I really want and what I was really made for.
Plus, being next of my friends makes me feel better and safe. I knew that I would like to challenge the world not alone. Not when my floor isn't still fixed. I feel lost...
But now, as I made the right decision.. by choosing what I've always wanted..Life has changed to the better....
Thursday, November 4, 2010
Friday, September 17, 2010
My Dream Cast for The Host.
The Host is a science fiction/romance novel by Stephenie Meyer. The novel introduces an alien race, called Souls, which takes over the Earth and its inhabitants. Melanie "Mel" Stryder is one of few "wild' humans remaining on earth after invasion. After "insertion" into a human body, alien souls erase the human occupant and establish a claim over the body and mind. Wanderer is a soul who has lived on eight different planets previously, with Mel being her ninth host body. Upon waking inside her new body, Wanderer is shocked by the power and vividness of human emotions, memories, and senses, and quickly learns that Melanie is not willing to give up the entirety of her mind.
In September 2009, producers Nick Wechsler, Steve Schwartz, and Paula Mae Schwartz used independent financing to acquire the rights to adapt The Host into a film.[ Andrew Niccol will write the screenplay and direct,
So here's my cast :
P.S : I'm Team Ian !
Ian O'Shea : played by the ultimate sexy beast Ian Somerhalder
Jared Howe : Henry Cavill, the one who was supposed to play Edward Cullen in Twilight, chosen by Stephenie Meyer..
Wanderer/Wanda : Amanda Seyfried. Wanderer is the invading soul that inhabits Melanie Stryder's body. My favourite character in the book.
Melanie "Mel " Stryder : by Sophia Bush
Jamie Stryder : by Cameron Bright ( aka Alec in Twilight ) Melanie's brother. I find him so cute.
Uncle Jeb / Jeb Stryder : by Hugh Laurie ( from House series ). Jebediah "Jeb" is Melanie's eccentric uncle. He was one of the first humans to suspect an alien invasion.
Doc : by Jonathan Rhys Meyers. A tall, slim human rebel that has medical training and serves as the rebels' doctor.
Kyle O'Shea : by Wentworth Miller aka Michael Scofield from Prison Break ( so HAWT! ) Kyle is Ian's older brother. The one I hate so much.
The Seeker : by Jody Lynn O'Keefe. One of the invading souls. Melanie and Wanda's relationship is initially based on their hate for the Seeker. When her invading soul is removed, the host body remembers her name - Lacey. She is described as short, tiny in fact, with olive-toned skin, long black hair and slightly bulging eyes.
So what do you think?
xoxo
Extra Pages from The Twilight Saga : New Moon
I almost go everyday to Stephenie Meyer's official website and this is the first time I notice the extras she added to New Moon..So many people were curious about what exactly Rosalie said to Edward during that fateful phone call. Here is that short section of New Moon from Edward's perspective ( Rosalie's News ) and from Rosalie's perspective ( Miscalculation )
If you would like to read them :
http://www.stepheniemeyer.com/nm_extras.html
Hoping Stephenie would write all the Twilight Saga from Edward's perspective especialy ( Twilight [Midnight Sun] , and New Moon ).
Enjoy! =)
If you would like to read them :
http://www.stepheniemeyer.com/nm_extras.html
Hoping Stephenie would write all the Twilight Saga from Edward's perspective especialy ( Twilight [Midnight Sun] , and New Moon ).
Enjoy! =)
Wednesday, September 15, 2010
Twilight Themed Stuff !!
Here's a twi-dinner.
Even Converse Shoes!
I WANT THIS ROOM!
and those 2 are Volturi's .
My fav quote : Time passes, even when it seems impossible...
OMG can u imagine that? TWILIGHT TATTOOS??
(Edward's Handwriting too! )
The most exciting part :
You know you're obsessed with Twilight if...
- You get so excited when you see somebody else reading it, you have to talk to them even if you don't know them
- Almost every conversation you have with your friends leads back to the ever lasting Edward vs Jacob debate
- You get so mad at Edward for not just changing her into a vampire already you slam the book shut and throw it on the ground
- You then have to pick it up again seconds later, just to finish the epilogue
- Your friend finally decided to read it, just so she could keep up with the conversations
- Your guy friend hasn't read the books but has heard you talk about Edward Cullen so much, he despises him with a loathing passion that he brings up almost as much as you bring up the series
- You got so mad when your mom's friend didn't return the book right away after you lent it to her, you had to go get it from the library
- Your mom calls Edward Anthony and you wont speak to her for 3 days (actually true)
- You have and entire notebook for the Twilight series (I have one, complete with playlist, quotes, fan art, and fan fiction)
- You have categorized your friends into Twilight characters, replacing everyone but Edward (Face it: No one but Edward can be like Edward)
- Your favorite font on your computer is Edwardian Script
- You go to a relative’s house for the holidays, only to refuse to socialize until you have finished the book in the series you are on
- You stop asking to go to the beach on vacation, and instead ask to visit Denli to look for Tanya and the Cullens
- You ask your boyfriend to dye his hair “bronze”
- When you get all freaked and worked up cause your substitutes name is Mrs. Cullen and wonder is she has a son or relative named Edward.
- When you dec your myspace out in Twilight stuff and quotes!
- Your parents make you angry by trying to change Edward's name to Eddy or the Edmister
- Your science teacher knows your boyfriend is giving you Eclipse for your birthday
- While waiting for your boyfriend to give you Eclipse for your birthday, you cheated and went to the school book fair multiple times to read it and got to page 147.
- At the book fair your science teacher came up and said you couldn't just sit there reading the book, especially since you weren't supposed to have it yet, so you stood up and read it walking around instead.
- In art class you are making wood sculptures and you make a mountain lion because of Edward
- While making the sculpture, you talk the entire period using only quotes from Twilight
- You keep a dry erase board in your room and have a daily quote from Twilight,New Moon, or Eclipse
- You don't talk at lunch because you are too busy reading.
- You are considering taking a picture of your friend's hair and sending it to the makers of the Twilight movie,saying that they should mimic it exactly for Edward's hair color.
- You love Edward more than your boyfriend
- The back of your notebook cover is absolutely covered in quotes from Twilight and you are upset because you cannot continue on the inside of the cover because the pencil won't show up
- You no longer sleep on a normal pillow, but on one that has arms because it sort of feels like Edward holding you
- You kiss a wall and pretend it is Edward.
- On the back of your music for chorus, you create acrostic poems for Edward Cullen
- Your friend (who hasn't read the books) knows enough about Edward that when you are stuck for the second "D" she gives you the word dangerous.
- When your grandmother came to visit, you read her all of Twilight out loud in 6 days
- When playing luck games or games with dice, before rolling or spinning you say " I am betting on Alice."
- You have a eclipse poster, a flower a red ribbon, and a drawing of Edward and Bella taped to the side of your dresser.
- You have smelled your copy of Eclipse and you think it smells good
- You wore a tight fitting black turtleneck to school and when your friend asked why you were so happy and why you liked it so much you said it was because it made you feel "vampirey"
- You and your friend fantasize about being vampires
- While reading, you constantly look at your picture of Edward
- When you are in your room, you wake up your computer so you can look at your wallpaper
- When your boyfriend dumps you, you are okay with it because now you can focus on Edward
- When your father asks you what you are doing when you go upstairs to read, you say you are "going to spend some time with Edward."
- On the bus, you are known for being capable of reading 2 pages of Eclipse in 1 minute, then being able to complete the sentence off the pages.
- It doesn't bother you in the slightest that on the bus everyone calls you the book freak. You are proud of the title
- You doodle "I Love Edward" all over your hands and arms with sharpies not caring that when you write on your self you get ISS (in school suspension)
- You won't let you own mother read the books, even though you keep talking about them to her.
- Someone asks you what you want for Christmas and you reply, "Edward Cullen please!"
- You're in the car and stare out the window looking for a silver Volvo or an old red truck (maybe even a yellow Porsche)
- You're on a walk and you notice that your hands are kind of white and grin but when they return to regular color you feel like crying
- You didn't talk to your mom for three days because she thought that the whole vampire thing was overdone
- Your cousins get mad at you every time you see them because you won't stop talking about the Twilight series
P.S : I will add 50 reasons each week. =)
Hope you like them.
Weenz!
Why Twilight?
In case you're living under a rock, Twilight is a series of four vampire-themed fantasy romance novels by American author Stephenie Meyer. It charts a period in the life of Isabella "Bella" Swan, a teenage girl who moves to Forks, Washington, and falls in love with a 104-year-old vampire named Edward Cullen.
Twilight has actually changed my life, I know that they days when I was reading the books are the best days. I really wish Stephenie Meyer didn't finish them yet. There has to be more Twilight!
more Edward!
Edward Cullen rocks my world! and for those "Anti-Twilight" you dont know what you're missing!!!
I think that Rob Pattz isn't the Edward I wanted to be in the movies. Yes, he is gorgeous, but before we knew him as the incarnation of our favorite vampire, there is another Edward that most of us loved first. An Edward that chuckles, wears turtlenecks and even drives a different type of Volvo. LOL
Team Edward!
There's always a First Time.
So.. this is my 1st blog. it's 12:52 am..obviously I cant sleep, as always.. I don't like sleeping even though I prefer nights.
Anyway, I'll start posting intresting stuff here..so
STAY TUNED!
bisoux!
xxxxx
Anyway, I'll start posting intresting stuff here..so
STAY TUNED!
bisoux!
xxxxx
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